Currently Listening Toxicity By System of a Down see related

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Currently Listening Anna Tsuchiya Inspi'nana(Black Stone see related

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The NYSSMA Result and other randomness

well people, i noe i haven't been on for a while (like past times, >.<)

and i am sorry about that too (even though i've done it alot before, again im sorry about that)

well....... i know the NYSSMA thing was wwwwaaayyyy back  but i decided that i might as well tell you how it went.....

the thing is ... hmmmm..... how should i say this??

I......  CRASHED!!!!  i was soooo nervous nd ......welll i cried (i was a nervous wreck throughout that week, if u thought that was bad, imagine the actual day! (I was doing ok in the beginging nd tha middle, but then.... i made a couple of mistakes in the song, which got me worried .... and well, u noe the rest).

I admit, if the procter wasn't sooooo nice, well let's just say things would've of been much worse heh.

i think if it wasn't for his kindness, i wouldn't have passed lol

Currently Listening Brand New Breeze By Kanon see related

hey ppl

i've been gone 4 awhile because

1: i could'nt touch the comp nd

2: i hav been practicing the piano alot l8ly bcuz of this nyssma thing / recital in front of these judges

i fear that im not good (yet, besides the fact that i don't really wanna do it, my mom singed me up 4 it, it wasn't my choice at all but i may as well go with the flow). dear nd sweet mother put me up to it, i refused nd rebeled (nd had a few arguements w/ her, heh). Now, it's almost time, it's only about a month away (April 14 or 24? i 4got). i also fear that im feel unready. I haven't finished the piece im playin yet (which is pretty bad by now! lol). I started late, both the scales (which im doin better at now, yay) and the piece (im still workin on it, arrggghhh). I started both late in feb, which should hav been waaayyyy back, like late dec. O yea, the song is by the French composer Chopin ( i know, it's spelt like 'chopin' but it's pronounced as 'sh-oe-pen', i think that is how it sounds, o well).

*sigh*

wat can i do but face it? my mom has been tellin me 2 do this nyssma thing since about 2-3 years ago. I've doged the questions and obligations doin with it up till now. Is it because it's now that time to test my possibilities? Or to finally please my mom at one of the things (that I know) she likes? Who knows? I just hope i can accomplish it. Wish me luck ppl, thnx

*smiles*

XP

i wasn't feeling good yesterday, i had a low grade fever and a stomach pain XP

nd i stil had to go 2 skool, which suchs, but i feel much better now thou